Last night was one of the longest night in my life..and this night was the ground for the battle between me and my feelings. I want to be myself but my feelings always try to drag me out.
When i am myself my head is on the driver's seat but the moment i try to listen my feelings this seat is occupied by my heart. Both head and heart considers themselves as the master of this body and they fight like the staunch enemies. The whole night i could hear the brazen clashes of these two. My head feels the penitence for the past but the heart feels supercilious for what all it did.
I can just be a dumb spectator but neither can i enjoy it nor can i run away from it.
Oh my gosh!! how do the things changes. Sometime back these two antagonists were like Orestes and Pylades.
The battle goes every night and i just wait for the dawn because they hide their enmity or try to hide their enmity in the light. Sometime i feel they might frown over each other but they are very benignant for me. Because they dont let me down in front of this world.
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